my little world~~^O^

huge disaster

helpless people

dying people

moaning people

this is unpredictable

why so much happened this year?

China is going to hold the Olympics Games.

snow, Dalai, earthquake

what can I do ?

How to help them?

There seems to be no answer

Does God know?

 

 

when the alarm sounded, i got up quickly from my bed. got myself  addressed and folded the bed-clothes.it was the beginning of a new day, just the same as everyday i have been experiencing in my university. i had eleven classes to attend that day, so i had to do a lot of work to keep the pace with the teachers.  

after having all the stuff down, i went out of the dorm and entered the dining hall to have my breakfast-always the steamed bread, porridge, and other fried snacks. actually, i am a little bit tired of this breakfast.

then, it was the real beginning of my busy day. i came into the classroom, with my textbook and notebook well-prepared. what's more, i have to get a nice position for me to sit comfortably and listen to the teacher clearly. sometimes, the courses were quite boring, the teacher was not humorous at all while still had the smile on the face, and left us much homework which was due quite soon. how i envy those who have little classes in other universities.

on walking out of the classroom around 12:20pm, i could not wait to rush to the dining hall as my stomach was calling for the delicious food. however, i disappointed it every time. when i got to the window where the dishes were served, there was little left; what was worse, the dishes were cold. with no delicious food and no nutrition being gulped into my stomach, i had to suffer the whole afternoon.

luckily, the teacher was quite good at lightening the atmosphere of the class. i did not get bored and enjoyed a lot from the afternoon class and benefited a lot.

now came the long long evening. i attended the evening class for my optional courses. seated with more than two hundred students, the class was quite noisy and i could not find peace there. it was just like some kind of killing time. while time did not pass that fast as i hoped. i read some articles in the newspaper or the magazine to get myself some fun.

finally, i returned to my dear dorm. i got myself washed and sat in front of my computer, doing some chatting with friends. soon i got back to my study as i am going to take the advanced intepreting course next week . i have a lot of work to do, and i have to practice more.

around 11pm, i went to bed, and fell asleep soon soundly.

have not got the chance to write sth on the last night of 2006, so maybe it is time for me to write sth to look back on 2006 and make some plans for my 2007.

in 2006, what i have got? maybe there is nothing special at school, just do my everyday work and take exams, then a term or a year passed. i am a junior now.

what i want to mention here is that i have met more friends this year. i get to know most of them through friends. actually it seems to me that Amanda, Betty, Pam all have the ability to know many people and make friends with them. and i know this is God's power to make them do it. and through them i am also have the chance to know their friends. like some students like me in XIANLIN campus. students from Nanjing normal university, NJUTCM , and other schools here. some of them are sophmores, some are seniors, and some juniors. students of different level have different understanding of studying life. the sophmores are quite bothered by the CET4 and CET6; juniors are quite busy getting certificates, seniors are puzzled by the choic of having futher education or hunting for a job. there is one thing in common, we are all busy doing our own business that we have ignored many other stuff. perhaps i am just one of them. we are no good thinkers and we are content with our present life sometimes; we are yeilding for change, while we are taking no actions. we want to be set apart from the world, actually we are justing wondering aroud; we are judgiing others for their wrong doings while we do not know the time we judge others we are also judged.

the above sounds a bit pessimitive, but i have to point out that through chatting with these friends, i have a better understanding of others inner side and get to know myself better. i know sometimes i am lazy while i still do not want to make some changes. i am complaining sometimes, i am not reading enough books.

NOW, the year has already come. am i ready for some changes and am i ready to make some new year resolutions? yeh, it is time for me to start from the very beginning. heading for what i really want to do and try hard to get well prepared for my future.

somebody said that i am aimless. i hold nothing in my life. i do not know what to say. i am not thinking about where i will go when i graduate; i am considering what i will do in the future; and i am not wondering staying at the library all day to read the books that telling me what kind of skilled people are needed in companies. yes, i am aimless. it is my fault. words without action is useless.

yeh, i am having many shortcomings and i am not good enough. but i will try to change.

read more, make some goals, and be determined. get closer to GOD!

merry christmas! to all the people.

yesterday i attended three different parties. they impressed me differently.

maybe that's because of the parties were held by different kinds of people. some just hold it for fun. some hold it for celeberating the birth of JESUS CHRIST, the savor of the world.

we do enjoy ourselves a lot. what behind the enjoyment is always something asking us to think more about life. the meaning of life, the purpose of our lives, and the ultimate goal of your life. we sometimes may get lost and do not know what we are learning for. i think most of us would say that we are studying for a better future. then what does a better future mean? does it mean a life with abundant money? we do not know what life will become. however, we are all looking forward for a good and meaningful ife tomorrow!

think more , maybe life will be full of happiness!

i thank all the people  know. especially my family and friends. with their help, i have learned many things that make my life more colorful. i thank other special friends, who make me know more about jesus christ. i am starting a new life because of HIM.i will follow him, though i am still puzzled sometimes and i am not sticking to the princlples all the time. i hope i will change from the bottom of my heart!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

i do not whether it is because i am getting too lazy or just i have nothing to write down.

maybe the reason why i am getting so lazy is that i indulge myself too much into the tv series or some other things.

whether i have a good self control? i am not sure though i used to think that i do have a good self control. maybe the environment i am living in has influenced me to some extent.

just like everything has its outer causes and its inner causes, i think the inner causes have the power of determining what a person want to do.what should be given the first priorities and what should be left behind, it is all our own choice. just make sure that we are doing things that we have the least regret when we look back on our lifves.

when we do something, the more we devote ourselves into it, the better result it will turn out.

今天早上，看到Eve自己织的手套，突然觉得好有意义哟。很快的，我就决定了，自己也要织。

中午的时候就去阿姨那边买了一卷毛线，据说那可以织三副手套呢!

回到宿舍的时候，我迫不及待的向同学学习怎么织，感觉不是太难。嘿嘿，期待自己的第一副手套哟 ！！

这段时间，想的很久的这个问题，但是觉得自己还是再迷惑之中。因为我还不是那么确定哪些事情是真的所谓的偶然发生的，而哪些事情是所谓的必然。

想一下，在中国这么个人口泱泱大国，能碰到一个人的机率是多少，而和一些人同在一个学校，一个专业，甚至于一个宿舍的几率又是多少呢？或者换句话说，你在某个时间里去了某个地方，你心里想着会不会遇见某个朋友呢。结果你们还真的遇见了。也许我们都会说太巧了，因为不是有句话说“无巧不成书”嘛。于是我们就认为这些都是巧合。真的是这样的嘛？

也许这些都是原本就安排好的事情吧，我们只是在合适的时候做了合适的事情，或者我们也做了自己的选择，做了我们想做的事情。那世界究竟是怎样的呢？我相信世界还是有它自己的定律的，每件事情的发生都有它的一个原因的吧！

很久没写东西了，不是不想写，是不知道为什么电脑老是不能上来，一开网页就关闭，所以很遗憾了，很多东西没记下来。没和大家一起分享我这段时间的生活。不过总的说来，最近的心情都很好，页希望大家和我一样，每天都很开心啊 ！

nearly 30 people went to the getting together party last night. it was a long time ago since we met last time.

i really feel myself blessed. i have never feel that happy before. so many people, some of whom i still do not know, get together to have a meal and chat together. our korean friends are hosspitable. they are all lovely.

    at about 6:30 pm, we went to the restaurant to have dinner. to my surprise, there were some new friends there. students from other universities and korean friends. at the beginning, we intended to sit this way: boys with boys, and girls with girls. but maybe it was much better to communicate with both girls and boys. the moment we sat down, the waitresses came to give us some tea. and then, the dishes were putting on the table gradually. i was not good at chatting with others. i listened to them and tried to know something about their life.

   it was a fantastic dinner, with the typical chinese dishes, we all ate too much. actually, the other table's friends were not that full. they were a bit cabined because of the new friends.

  later, we went to their home to have a nice chat. we talked about our life in these days,  our study, and our thinkning. we changed our ideas and hoped to get a better understanding of god and the bible. really, it is god who brings all of us together, and we all feel as if we were a family, full of harmony and happiness. every family member share each other's life. we are that happy that we would like more people to share this great love.

   we admire you; we praise you!

 

we have watched the tv show close to home; i am moved by it. in the tv, the actress, Annabeth, the lawyer, is so great that i could not help admiring her. when she is faced with challenge, especially the challenge comes from the criminals and the defendant lawyer, she takes her responsibility and does what is right. sometimes, her decision is made by herself. her suppervisor is somewhat cynic and consider fame and relationship important. i think he is less responsible.

when we see someone risk his or her life for the righteous, we admire him or her;

when we see criminals do what causes damage to the society, we feel sorry for them;

is the world really that bad that there is no hope for it?

what will its future be?

we do believe there is still truth in the world which caslling us to pursue with our whole hert and strength.

 

牙疼快要了我的小命了。这种疼真是难以表达。没有牙疼过的人是绝对不会理解的。

疼的一晚没睡着，吃了止疼片还是没有效果，可悲急了。

今天一早就去医院诊治了。医生说我的那个坏牙表面看只是一个小洞，其实里面是一个窟窿。在医生给我磨牙的时候，我又觉得特别想吐，结果医生说我不配合。强忍着，终于感觉适应了一些。医生说一次补不好，今天只是帮我把疼止住，过两三天再去复诊一下。那牙神经都快坏死了。哎，我可怜的牙啊！总预感自己的牙到三十几岁就会没了，看来还是挺对的。

走出医院，牙没那么疼了，但舌头一舔，一个大窟窿，真是不怎么好受！谁叫我这么贪吃呢！以后看来没多少美食缘了。